who are we

Dead parts of dead materials are made lively by living dead machines ,driven by the little intelligence of man not only they create new things but they create a new form of life. But this life has a vast impact on a previous form of life. The organic life, the life created by earth and sun, water and wind. That does not need an outside intelligence . but yes we called it cosmic, something we can't see but we can feel. its interesting that how these biochemical reactions work, but what will happen if we pollute everything, what if we forget understanding of love and life nature and emotions, roots and ropes . Its a fictional story but may represent past , present and future . so lets wait for the story . I hope it will be a novel .

a tree was standing on its ground it goes deep inside earth and earth let it go inside I want to understand that why soon tree grew up it forgot everything it was younge and bigger it thought it don't need ground now it talked to the brirds it wanted to fly now but noone could actually help him it shouted and requested not the ground that was gave him life was like a bondage he tried real hard but trees were not mobile it requested gods please give me power enough so that i can't walk the tree wants to walk why nature is so cruel why does it not let it why my eyes are still sleepy I don't feel very good writing it, don't know what to do curious and confused exploited and used here i was sitting on my desk alone no1 to talk no1 to share i asked for love but no one care seems like an old story still alone unloved emotional many thoughs in my head nothing seems rational finally i'm writing whats in my head .

ENDLESS LOVE(POEM)

I'm used to be alone for so long
that i face it with an eldritch pride
a man who could write a Ballade
is searching for a single rhyme

Anywhere i go I feel your closeness to me
dreaming, thinking only of you and me,
When you'll dance the sky will be colorful
and winds will blow in all the meadows
you will give a smile and sing something to me
i will come a little closer to hear your voice
and try to see your nonpareil beautiful face
but afraid to raise my eyes resting in yours

I'll jaunt whole world just to see you once
I will find you one day repent will be none
your first look will be so persistent for me
that I'll try to paint you with my own hands
and I know it will not be as perfect as you are
but only for that you will never go far

your neonate love for me
like the droplet of mist on my drained self
and your cherished kiss on my forehead
cleanses my care for pain and sufferings
you will go down a little,it will be a glee
and One day, there will be just you and me.

You will just give away all to save my life
just looking at me with gratitude,thinking
that you are just returning a favor to me
but only I will understand the great glee,
You will spread your arms and dance to the end
I'll hold your hand because i know its beginning
time will pass and you will believe
i may let myself killed but I'll never leave

So I'll just think that if I could get
all the sky for you and make a dress
with all the stars shining in it but i know,
it will be matchless to your pristine beauty
you will flying like an angel and come to me
I'll lift you in my arms and go a little deep and
it will be just a beginning of our endless love

मुझपर अधिकार करोगे

मैंने कब सोचा था
तुम मुझसे इतना प्यार करोगे
कंधो पर सिर रख दोगे
और दुलार करोगे
छोड़गे सबरी दुनिया
और मुझको परिवार कहोगे
ठुकरा दोगे राजकुंवर भी
मुझपर अधिकार करोगे

होगी हृदय में पीड़ा,
पर मुझे देख मुस्कान भरोगे
ऒरों के गुलदस्ते देखोगे भी नहीं
पर मेरी दी सूखी पंखुड़ियों का सम्मान करोगे
तैयार करोगे मुझे अपने हाथों से
सूर्य चन्द्र से उपमान करोगे
हर हार पर सम्भलोगे मुझको
और हर जीत का अभिमान करोगे

हर रात तुम्हारी यादो से
मुझमें एहसास भरोगे
हर दिन अपनी छाया से
मुझमें प्रकाश भरोगे
क्या गायक क्या नर्तक
क्या अभिनेता सबका उपहास करोगे
पर मेरे इन अकुशल छंदो का
हर रात्रि अभ्यास करोगे

Chemicals in a Fish

The Blind SideHealth (1-year auto-renewal)The Seven Pillars of HealthPROTECT YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY
Fish are nutritious and should be a part of a healthy and balanced diet.however, it is prudent to consume fish in moderation.However, some fish contain chemicals at levels that may be harmful to health.The primary contaminants of concern are mercury and PCBs. Other contaminants such as cadmium, chlordane, DDT, dieldrin, dioxin and mirex.These chemicals build up in your body over time. Health problems that may result from these contaminants range from small changes in health that are hard to detect to birth defects and cancer. Women who eat highly contaminated fish and become pregnant may have increased risk of having children who are slower to develop and learn. Chemicals may have a greater effect on developing organs in young children or in the unborn child. Some chemicals may be passed on in mother's milk.Women beyond their childbearing years and men face fewer health risks from contaminants than do children.

Commonest and most hydrogenous chemical is HG(Mercury)
Mercury evaporates from rock, soil, and water into the air, and then falls back to the earth in rain. Human activities redistribute mercury and can increase its concentration in the aquatic environment.Mercury can also be released into the environment from industrial sources, including the burning of fossil fuels and solid wastes, and disposal of mercury-containing products.
MERCURY free fishes(less than 0.09 parts per million)
Anchovies,Butterfish,Catfish Clam Crab (Domestic),Crawfish/Crayfish Croaker (Atlantic),Flounder,Haddock (Atlantic),Hake Herring Mackerel(N. Atlantic, Chub) Mullet,Oyster Perch (Ocean)Pollock Salmon (Canned),Salmon (Fresh)Sardine Scallop,Shad (American)Shrimp,Sole (Pacific),Squid(Calamari),Tilapia,Trout (Freshwater),Whitefish,Whiting

Fishes containg highest MERCURY(More than .5 ppm) Methylmercury in Sport Fish
Avoid eating:Food and Health
Mackerel (King)
Marlin,Orange
Roughy
Shark
Swordfish
Tilefish
Tuna(Bigeye, Ahi)

Methylmercury is a form of mercury that is found in most freshwater and saltwater fish.Methylmercury in fish comes from mercury in the aquatic environment.
In California, methylmercury advisories have been issued for San Francisco Bay and the Delta; Tomales Bay in Marin County; and at the following inland lakes: Lake Nacimiento in San Luis Obispo County; Lake PillsburWomen's Health (1-year auto-renewal)y and Clear Lake in Lake County; Lake Berryessa in Napa County; Guadalupe Reservoir and associated reservoirs in Santa Clara County; Lake Herman in Solano County; San Pablo Reservoir in Contra Costa County; Black Butte Reservoir in Glenn and Tehama Counties; Trinity Lake in Trinity County.
How does methylmercury affect health?
Main target of methylmercury toxicity is the central nervous system. At the highest exposure levels experienced in these poisonings, methylmercury toxicity symptoms included such nervous system effects as loss of coordination, blurred vision or blindness, and hearing and speech impairment.The most subtle symptoms in adults known to be clearly associated with methylmercury toxicity are numbness or tingling in the hands and feet or around the mouth.
In recent studies children whose mothers frequently ate seafood containing low to moderate mercury concentrations during their pregnancy. Slight decreases in learning ability, language skills, attention and/or memory in some of these children.These effects were not obvious without using very specialized and sensitive tests.Methylmercury builds up in the body if exposure continues to occur over time. Exposure to relatively high doses of methylmercury for a long period of time may also cause problems in other organs such as the kidneys and heart.
What if I Eat Fish From Other Sources Such as Restaurants, Stores, or Other Water Bodies That May Not Have an Advisory?
Most commercial fish have relatively low amounts of methylmercury and can be eaten safely in moderate amounts.However large,predatory, long-lived fish have high levels of methylmercury,Women who are pregnant or could become pregnant, nursing mothers, and young children not eat shark, swordfish, king mackerel, or tilefish.They should not eat an average of 12 ounces of fish purchased in stores and restaurants each week.

How can PCBs affect health?
In the past, some people were exposed to very high levels of PCBs at work or from accidental poisoning.These people showed harmful health effects to their skin, eyes, and nerves.Some studies suggest that even low levels of PCBs, like those found in some fish, might cause small decreases in children’s I.Q. or affect their memory, especially if exposures occur during pregnancy.
* It is very unlikely that you will have any obvious signs of harm from PCBs.
* Fish advisories can help you prevent PCBs from building up in your body to levels that could cause health problems or increase your chance of getting cancer.
Farmed Salmon may contain PCB's,

Is there a way to make fish safer to eat?
Please cook and clean them in certain ways.
* Clean and gut the fish you catch before cooking it. Some chemicals, including PCBs, build up in the organs, especially in the liver.
* PCBs are stored mainly in the fat.So you can lower the amount of PCBs in fish by getting rid of the fat. You should trim the fat, remove the skin, and fillet the fish before cooking.
* It is better not to use the fat, skin, organs, juices,(or whole fish) in soups or stews(Fat is in the back and the belly and in the dark meat along the side of the fish.When you remove the skin, you also remove a thin layer of fat under the skin).
* You should bake or grill fish in a way that lets the juices drain away. Then you should throw away the cooking juices.
* If you eat crabs or lobsters, you should not eat the soft green parts because PCBs can build up there.
Smaller fish of a species will usually have lower chemical levels than larger fish in the same location because some of the chemicals may become more concentrated in larger, older fish. It is advisable to eat smaller fish more often than larger fish.

In developing nations some Greedy fishermen, in order to boost their catch, throw some poisonous chemical in the water that immediately kills the fish, along with other marine life.The dead fish etc immediately start floating on the surface of water. The dead/poisoned fish is then sold for our kitchens. This deadly business has been going on in Sukkur for years.It appears that either local officials are involved in this dirty business or they do not care about the marine life, as well as about the health of the people who consume the poisoned fish.

In recent years we have encountered something interesting & puzzeling,"intersex fish".The first discovery of the "intersex" fish was in 2003, and since then they have been found in waters hundreds of miles away from the original find in a West Virginia stream.Result from a mix of drugs that mimic natural hormones,The chemicals could include birth control pills and other drugs, toiletries especially those with fragrances, products such as tissues treated with antibacterial agents, or goods treated with flame retardants that find their way into waste water. However, Blazer also pointed to runoff from fertilizers and pesticides from agricultural areas.
Male smallmouth and largemouth bass in the Potomac have recently started developing distinctly female characteristics, such as development of eggs inside their sex organs,although researchers also discovered the occasional female fish with male characteristics.Well if the people are currently drinking from the same waters that make fish have two sets of sex organs,than there is a strong probablity of health surprises to come in humans.
On a concluding note I would like to say that we should Clean and cook fish in a manner that removes fat and organs is an effective way to reduce other contaminants that may be present in fish.We need to get these toxins out of our river water,safe disposal of drugs, and to invest in technology that can filter out endocrine disrupting compounds.

sources
http://www.health.ny.gov/environmental
http://www.naturalnews.com
http://oehha.ca.gov/fish
http://www.nrdc.org/health/effects/mercuryDecision Points

5 minutes sonnet version

Yesterday i met with a desert's cloud
an simpleton unsophisticated beautiful girl
her tempt face was glossy as a pearl ,
dark blue eyes,coral lips but no proud

As she came nearer beats became loud
I prepared my self for battle like an earl
I find her perfect until I knew heart great gnarl
sun came cloud evaporate,accumulation disallowed

I wish she could have been bit better
don't know how I knew her alter
I adjudicated more than limits for her
But she could not see my tear's ler
she was ready to talk with all the nuts
and could not give me our 5 minutes

देख लिए

तुम्हारे इन अधखुली आंखो से
जाने कितने khvab देख लिए
तुम्हारे इन होठों की रंगत में मैंने
इंद्रधनुष के सारे रंग देख लिए

तुम्हारे चेहरे से लटकती julfo में
अमावस की राते भी देखी और;
तुम्हारे चेहरे की चमक से मैंने
दीपावली के सारे चिराग देख लिए